DON´T DREAM IT IS OVER! 💔

Building a wall between us is really hard! In my regular days , I feel alive because I know that at any moment I will see your smile again.

Today I prayed for you! I told God that I don´t know what to do.. but I asked for strenght .. to let you go!

Although these tears are so stubborn and they drop and tear my heart apart.

Leftovers! It is not easy to hear that! I gave you my best ! but the situation this love happened was unusuall!

I never gave up on you! Just the thought of it .. makes my body trembles and shake! Your presence in my life makes me exhale a perfume called completion!

I had faith on us! I did not know how but love would make a difference! It did not!

To wake up and to know I am not able to reach you .. and worst is : you do not want to ...! It has no explanation the pain I feel ! even my bones hurt!

I can´t let you go.. my soul screams! But I can ´t oblige you to stay.. and I wonder how I will disguise my sadness!

People would never understand! I have to hide inside all this pain! it is breaking me apart! I am bleeding and I can´t bleed because I have no rights to bleed!

You are my dream ! You are the best mistake I made! You are God into my heart! You are my friend!

Life is saying : don´t dream this dream is over! And I have no strenght because my strehght to do it used to come from your love! you gave up..

To let you go is not an option! I was always afraid to lose you.. therefore let you go is a way to show you I love you!

And tears continue to drop! You said goodbye and I have to fly away ! I wish I could fly and land in your arms again!