Feeling a gap...

At work: she is teaching and solving so many problems... she is so good at academic issues!
Then she turns her heart into another direction: the screen in her computer is shining again, he is calling..! and she does n´t know if she will answer to it or not!
Her reason says no! her heart and body claims : yes!
It is so tangible the fight she has .. internally. And then , once again, her reason is defeated!
She answers to his urgency... he wants to see her; she has doubts , she does not trust in his reasons; and she is afraid of trusting in her heart, because the heart is a betrayal weapon!
And she goes to his arms and they both are happy, although she , inside is on a storm!
Later that day , she doesn´t want to listen to her inner thoughts, because she is suspicious of what she allowed her body to do ...
And then she continues.. and she begs her mind to stop thinking about him and his kisses, but she realises that it is not possible to separate flesh and soul!
She goes to her bed and cries...feeling a gap that is becoming to torment her soul!