In need

Needed someone to keep me warm , you were not there.. needed another one to hold me and make me reach heaven, another was not there.. needed to rest in your arms, could not .. your arms were busy, needed help with my family , you had your dreams to follow, needed hands touching my face before a kiss, you were cuddling somebody else´s body, needed at least to hear I was loved, you could not name the feeling you had... needed your kisses, you were being kissed and cared by onother mouth…
I need to hide now, maybe hiding would make me blind to this pain and this necessity is just a vain bruise, that will be covered by a crost tomorrow.. Surrounded by hearts, but most of them tied to others… some bleeding , other empty, another hiding.. and mine? In need ...