Heart cramps

Do you know that pain that makes you weak ? no movement, no crying will make you feel better?
Although you have a pain killer , it continues aching.. and the worst part is not knowing what you have taken...
You feel dizzy, sick, feel like throwing up, you look desperately for a medication, but the one you got is due to conventional rules.. Will it work?
The pain continues there.. hidden ,bleeding and I feel as If there will be no cure.
I feel like I can´t wait any longer, my body needs remedies in my veins, to have a better effect...
I feel like dying.. my body doesn´t answer anymore.. numb...collateral effects?
Finally it is controlled , cramps ... heart cramps!